"too bad"

we are threatened to not be able to go home during the June holidays.

I've bought the air ticket and there's no way I'm gonna be quiet if we're not allowed to go out of Singapore in June later. all because of the stupid swine flu. Not only that I've paid for the ticket, which was S$65 (ok maybe this is not very expensive, but still, this is money), but it's just that I just realized that I miss them.

Really, really miss them. :'(

So I really, really wanna go home later. Cos it's the last time I can go home before the big O's. I want to relax, with them, for the last time before the big thing.

AND I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY SOME PEOPLE CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS FEELING.

Well, yes, cos you have your family here and not being able to go out of Singapore in June doesn't affect you at all. BUT I DON'T HAVE MY FAMILY HERE AND I WANT TO MEET THEM. NOT ONLY FROM THE STUPID WEBCAM THROUGH THE LOUSY INTERNET CONNECTION M1 PROVIDED HERE.

I wanna go gome. please, please, please let me go.